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hi guys..ouch!my back!it hurts!no..I mean,I'm not relaxing myself,my nerves..ahha..it looks like today is going to be rainy day..the sky looks darker than before..and the trees look like they are indulged by the wind softly and gently..lol..okay,that is not my point..actually,I just want to say that I am so boring..I hope that someone special will come to my life..ahha..okay,not the point yet..I am thinking about my future study..I will be going to continue my study in computer engineering but I am not so good in additional mathematics ..so,what shall I do?any suggestion?please,mind,do think!give a better suggestion?shall I buy the "first engineering" book now?some of my friends bought it whereas I ain't..my parent said that I shall go to the polytechnic first,and buy it as I am informed to buy whatever books..but I am so worry about the subjects..very challenge..so,better to start studying now before the time is running up,right?so,I'm going to start preparing myself for the course by tonight..so,wish me luck!wish all of you luck too :)